Hmmm... Well football went down the drain didn't it! Silly Germans and silly referees :) It wasn't all the referees fault anyway, we still would have lost 4-2.. Even though that's not as embarrassing! At least it would have looked like we put up a little bit of a fight!
Oh well :) I had a great weekend anyway, following on from my last entry :) I met up with my cousin Saturday for a few hours for the first time :) I have to say that meeting someone like that makes me feel really proud of who I am. He is such a lovely and genuine guy, and I have to say I envy him! a) Because of his dashing good looks and b) he's been traveling =/ Something I really want to do. I don't want marriage, children and all that malarkey. I just want to see what's out there, save up a bit of money and get off :) Leave this country, find a better life, get away from all the crap that's happened and just live. I want to get 6th Form done with, get to college and then a final few years in university, save up my student loan and I'll be gone :) That sounds like ages away now but looking at how quickly time's flying at the moment, it'll seem like tomorrow! God time.. Where's it all gone? I've finished my compulsory education now, sat all my exams and to finish it off nicely our prom is on Thursday :) Had an induction day at the 6th Form and I can't wait to get started tbh! They should be a good 2 years! I'm really gonna get my head down and work my socks off... =/ Work. I need to find a job, I really need to get some money rolling in so I can save up for my traveling! I'll work on a CV while I've got this time off and print some copies out and start handing them round.. Someones got to have something available surely? I don't know, I'll get looking (Y)

My week.

I've not posted anything on here for a while! In that case I'll talk about my week starting with Monday :)
Monday:- I had an exam; ICT urgh; it went ok I guess, I'm not expecting amazing results from it or anything like! Probably would have helped if I'd had a decent teacher but hey ho!
Tuesday:- Had another exam; science; which was ok to be honest! And my lovely cousin Charlotte came and picked me up from school bless her :) and we went back to hers for a bit so that she could wait for her BlackBerry to arrive! So we spent most of the day transferring numbers (which took quite a while as she is so damn popular)!! But oh well :) She then came back to mine and she stayed the night :) which was awesome (H).
Wednesday:- Charlotte stayed for most of the day, didn't really do much! I watched the match, I have to say I was impressed by our performance, they pulled their finger out when it mattered most! I just hope we can beat Germany on Sunday now!
Thursday:- Took a trip to Meadowhall to get the final bits for prom next Thursday! Ahhh so excited! :D It should be a really good night :)
Friday (today):- Charlotte gave me a call and asked if I wanted to go shopping with her, so obviously I said yes and I've spent the day with her again. Just had a lovely pizza and garlic bread tea :) I may have to end tonight early as I need to get up in the morning, ok it's not that early, it's a 9 o clock start but it's early enough!
Saturday (tomorrow):- I'm going out with my lovely cousin Mike for the day :) It should be a good day, not met him before like so I'm really nervous! But he's a Gawthorpe so I can just tell it's gonna be a great day :). May take a trip to Rother Valley on the way home as every one is gathering again, and I'll see if I can get Mike to come back to mine 'cause my parents really wanna see him as it's been so long! 21 years! :O
Sunday:- Don't know what's happening Sunday but I'm gonna be watching England vs Germany.. I really hope we're gonna win, however we don't have a good track record when it comes to Germany.. And penalties.. But hey! How about a break through?!? It's possible :)
Anyways, that's my quick update done, I don't feel so bad now :)
Byeee xxx

Dreams..

Dreams are such weird things don't you think? I thought I'd bring this up as I keep having this on going dream, and I'm starting to wonder if it means something now.. Wondering if it's a "sign".. God that sounds stupid. It's not exactly the same but it's the same idea and stuff happening just in different places with different people.
I had another quite late night last night as there was a film on t.v that I wanted to watch.. "The Astronauts Wife".. It has Johnny Depp in it you see :) It was very good and didn't get to bed till about half 2. But my dream unfortunately wasn't based around Johnny Depp :(
It was about Robbie Williams :) in which you might have gathered from my Soccer Aid blog that I love him dearly :) In my dream I went to see him in this really small like hall place (it was still packed though) and I was with my dad and grandma.. He came out before his gig and greeted some people in the crowd.. Well this table appeared between me and my dad and Robbie went on my dads side and I was gutted and I reached across this table hoping to at least touch him.. But it didn't happen. What I didn't see him do was come around the table and next thing I know he's stood next to me.. I look up at him and stagger back a few paces and go "Robbiieeee!!" and he looks and I say "Can I have a picture please" So I throw my dad my camera and it takes him ages to take this picture and I can feel my eyes starting to fill up as the realisation hits me as to who I'm standing with and so when it's taken I lose it.. And then it turns out that my friend Tracey is there and she sees me crying and goes "Awww Amy!" So therefore Robbie looks again and sees me and pulls me into this really tight hug and I start crying even more, I say to him "thank you so much and I'm sorry for this" and he said "no thank you, it's nice to see that what I do is appreciated so much" and after a while he lets go.. (I'm still in hysterics) so he goes and gets on stage and starts doing his stuff.. Johnny Wilkes is there too.. Not doing much just prancing about the stage! I was stood like at the back so I was struggling to see stuff but then Robbie stopped his gig and said "Right I'm not happy about this, can everyone just move to the back of the place I'm gonna sort this out" and so everyone did, I stayed where I was and turned out to be close to the front of the big mass of people and he said "can the 2nd row come forward and you are now at the front" I couldn't believe it... I was gonna be at the front! ...
I don't remember much else after that as I woke up =/ But I dunno... I've been having a lot of dreams about going to see him... It's really bugging me now.. I don't know if my head's tryna build my hopes up or whether it's a sign.. I know it sounds pathetic but it's just... They seem so real! I just don't know...
Guess I'll just wait till he announces a tour and try and get tickets.. See if it lives up to all these dreams or whether it's just false hope.. I hope not :)
Early night for me tonight I think! Geography exam tomorrow afternoon and then in school all day Friday! That should be fun.. Not :)

Well it's 2:33am... Sat up, on msn talking to Joe :)God he's like your gay straight best friend. Currently talking to him about my hair and what I should do with it.. Got onto a very touchy subject with me at the moment.. death.. He didn't mean any harm by it, I just got a bit upset =/ The loss of my next door neighbor is still pretty hard going as he was like the big brother that I never had while I was growing up.. Only 29 bless him :( Hardly lived.. Anyways enough of that.. Just glad Joe's talking normally again after a horrible end to his relationship of over 2 years, and it's nice to see the old Joe coming back out again. We're on about going to see 30 Seconds To Mars in December in Birmingham! Tickets go on sale Friday and I hope my mum gets me them!! :D You Me At Six and 30 Seconds To Mars all in one week! :O Can't think of anything better tbh! Hehehe... Getting a proper buzz from it!
God I'm tired but I really don't want to go to bed.. But I don't want yet another sleepless night.. Not during exam season =/ But oh well, looks like its gonna be that way! I could carry on with my Jared Leto drawing I guess but all I've got left to do is his hair and that's effort! However I will get it done at some point! 3 exams left this week... They should be ok.. Only music, geography and citizenship... Ahhh citizenships a doddle but the other 2... :S oh dear haha!
I'm off... Wonder what time I'll be in bed.. If I go! haha
Night night fellow normal sleepers! xxx

Wow I have no idea how to work this thing still..
Just read through my friend Laura's blogs.. That girl can write, she's gonna do something amazing one day with her brains :) and I hope I'm there to see it :)
Lovely rainy weather.. Ha! Who am I kidding? I hate it. It's June for crying out loud! Where is de sunshine?! I guess it fits the mood of these horrible exams though, I'm getting through them ok, it just doesn't seem to sink in that these are like.. The real things! Sorta thing :) Had my geography one today; it went ok I guess! Better than I expected! And oh my god! I think my mum might buy me tickets to go see 30 Seconds To Mars in December!! Ahhh! :D That would be absolutely awesome! I love Jared :) <3
Only a quickie today, I want to keep it updated :) xx

Football :)

Hmm.. As it's World Cup season, thought I'd have a shot at doing one of these things, see if I can get hooked and as football's so popular at the moment.
I wasn't really into football until Sunday 6th June 2010, I'm a big Robbie Williams lover and only found out last minute that he was doing Soccer Aid again this year. I really wanted to see him again as I'd already seen him in concert at Milton Keynes which was absolutely amazing :) So yes, I've seen my idol twice, both in very different situations but both very amazing.
I couldn't quite believe I had the chance to see him again. We were just going to turn up to Manchester on the day and hope for the best of getting a ticket. I was in luck! They had loads left.. Admittingly it wasn't as close as I'd hoped but we were there! They were actually very good seats, sat behind a goal, quite close to the back but we could see over the goal and everything that was going on without straining our necks too much!
What a fantastic atmosphere it was :) Robbie came out to do the warm up before the match and the place went mental! Camera flashes everywhere, girls screaming, men cheering, horns going off, what an atmosphere! Even if you don't like football all that much! It's still an experience and I recommend you go to any match!
Hmmm I was going to talk about football but it's ended up being about Robbie! Oh well.. There's no restriction on the words used so might as well! It was a great match, everyone got into the football spirit, a disappointing finish but oh well! a 2-2 finish but went onto penalties which unfortunately, England lost! They put up a great fight though. Going to see that put me in the mood for the World Cup! I'm not that keen on watching all the games though, just the England ones :) I have to admit though, I didn't watch it tonight as I was talking to my cousin who I haven't spoken to in what seems like ages so I stayed on msn and spoke to her :) But again.. Not a bad turn out for England! 1-1 against USA! It could have been worse, we could have lost!
I don't know if I've got the right hang of this... I got told to just write :) So it's what I've done.. I might try and keep it up to date but I'm not promising anything! Is this classed as talking to yourself? Or writing out everything you want to say to yourself but can't 'cause you feel slightly insane? I don't know.. But I like it :)
I'm leaving it there for tonight!
Byee xxxxxxxx
P.S... I've wrote about Robbie but yet got a Take That song up here... Oh well, same difference :) and it fits I guess so yeah! x

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