Well it's finally dawned on me..You know.. The fact that I get my GCSE results in 2 weeks? Why couldn't I feel like this when I was really meant to? Like when I sat the exams.. The fact that I wasn't worried at the time just makes me even more nervous for these results as I honestly have no idea how I've done. I've come to the conclusion that if I do badly, I'm going to get these next 2 years done with and then I'm leaving the country to start a new.Well I'm going to do it anyway so why not earlier? But in a way I'm hoping I've done well so I can convince myself to stay here a bit longer. As much as I say I don't like this country and I can't wait to get going and get out there, but I'm going to miss it.. A lot.. Miss all that British countryside and the sites, and of course, miss all my family and friends. I hope that's not going to be as hard as I think it will be.. Wow, I aim big.. But no matter what, nothing can make me change my mind, I've wanted it for a long time now and it's definitely going to happen in the near future!
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